Verse 1:
Whole lot love in my heart
It’s a disadvantage
Poured into some cups
They drank it and then they vanished
Tried to master the art of healing
By fixing damages
Never slaughtered my wrist
pain deep in abyss
Shoveled out the past
I buried it 6ft under
Hoping it remain but memories
Surface over
Tears flood the well
I’m boat paddling through a
Ocean full of sharks
my feelings Heavy like anchors
Baptized by the sun
I’m shedding the old
Wounds exposed
Couldn’t hold, the world on my shoulders
Shifting my focus
Put the burdens down
Arrived at the side
Of purpose
Transformed like 9
Optimists in my prime
Amazon is the universe
Deliver what I manifest
Couldn’t bench press my stress
Your Lungs collapse
You couldn’t handle my reps
These bars serve
Top shelf
I push them all to the side
And let them watch from the line
That’s divine

Verse 2:
God coaching,
I’m tryna trust in the plays
Keeping my steps aligned
and balancing what May
Cause April brought in the showers
But Flowers stayed in the grave
waiting for life to grace
My presence with better days
Can’t erase what has
Can’t control my fate
If it’s destined to be
Then it’s shall be
asé
My mind plays tricks On treats
candy Ain’t sweet
Cause everything that looks good
ain’t all What it seem
So I’m hallow tryna wean
The world off of the gleam
Bypass obese opinions
That wasn’t ask for
Let her be (Letter B), after the A**hole ( Letter A)
Who left a space
Conduit who rise from lessons
Written in outer-space
Never chase
Only attract
And if I never face,
All that it was for me to learn
I’m not ashamed
Back at the start to finish
practice is what it takes
And baby that is why ya girl is
winning in First place

Ending:
Life is a bandaid
Torn from the wounds of the
lessons in abundance
Karma is either good to ya
Or leave you out to dry
Like laundry
Faith is the pins
holding You from the wind
Though debris cutting your skin
To all the broken hearts I ripped
Open with time
For all the times I hurt you
Like I was hurting from mines
I hope we make amends from whatever
Lessons up high
And Pray we transform to our higher self
And we rise
Peace